Office by Alex Penny
Yup dats me Im Gangsta Sexy ;)
Just for ONCE could you please be happy?!? I know this sounds so selfish but I need a break from it all. I have problems too you know and quite honestly I can’t take mine and ur problems. There’s a reason I didnt tell you about today…i didn’t want you to know bc it was about you. That doesn’t mean I’m ok now. Sometimes I need you to be there for me to.
how do i word this post? bc quite honestly i never know. The past 24 hours have just been weird. Sean told me something last night that i still am not really sure how i feel about it. I cried as i read it, and since then I’ve reread it a couple of times. Last night was the first time in a while that i went to bed crying. I woke up this morning thinking i was fine, altho i did wake up late so i had to rush getting ready. then because sarah had my phone charger i couldn’t text anyone to distract me, and i ended up crying on the bus-i tried to stop but i couldn’t. i kinda calmed down as i got off, but as soon as i got to my group-i just broke down crying uncontrollably. Thank god i have amazing friends like julia and sarah. The held my hands and walked down the hall with me and got me to stop crying <3 then they had hannah walk with me to class. The rest of the day was pretty uneventful-other than prob failing my ap psych test-but whats new? Got my phone charger back and saw rachel texted me “hey i herd u were upset and I’m probs the last person that ud want to talk to but i wanted to let u know that I’m here if you need anything.” i cried when i read that too…but that was a mix of sad tears but mostly tears of happiness. I miss her so much, but things are so different…i just wish they could be how they were when we were in middle school-but since there not, hopefully they will at least change some-for the better. i don’t know if sean really doesn’t know the reason i was crying or if he’s just pretending he doesn’t know bc i don’t really want him to know-but he’s the reason…and telling me SHE told you i was crying is NOT what i want to hear when your trying to find out why I’m upset-i mean do u REALLY think i want to hear about her? that would be a NO. So today has really been a bi polar day, i just hope things work out with rachel, and i know me and sean will be ok. But i am SO thankful i have AMAZING friends like julia and sarah-I Love You guys so much <3 thank you
I’m gonna start eating less because I eat too much and then I wanna throw up
(Source: jewel-ia)
i hate being stressed
i eat when I’m stressed
then i feel guilty and fat
then i hate my self
then i wanna make myself throw up
but i promised i wouldnt
so i hate myself even more bc I’m so fucking fat
which makes me more stressed
and repeat the whole cycle over and over again
(Source: staypozitive, via jewel-ia)
(Source: dreamworldmovie, via eatsleepdraw)
i fucking loved this movie
(Source: feedthatwolf, via jewel-ia)
(Source: chinacat-sunflower)
Kyle: I am done setting up *points at piano*, it looks glorious doesn’t it? While Cory over here on the other hand….
Cory: God damnit, I have the shittiest job, why did I choose to play fucking drums.
(via chinacat-sunflower)
i love this :) kinda like my tatt i want
im doin this one day
Pretty
sean is cuter then this hedgehog <3 and thats pretty damn fucking adorable
<3
i wan boobs like datttttt
